fuckyeahhlove:

To the one that got away:

Its been three months and I want to be able to make up for what I did not as a girlfriend but as a person. I know what I did to you and I analyzed everything from point a to z. Even if you don’t respond or anything it’s fine I just want you to know I’m sorry I know how everything feels now. You know you were right that someday i would be telling you this. And I’m not ashamed to tell you that. I needed to go through what you went through in order to know how you felt through our entire relationship. You have always been the right one and I’ve always been the one to be wrong never was I right. I should’ve listened to you. I know this is my karma for doing that to you. I always did this to you. Im glad you’re better off. The person you had faith in nearly 2 years ago, the person who I was before who cared I don’t know where she is anymore or where to start looking. You always tried to make me a better person and now I don’t have anyone who amounts to how strong of a person you are. I wish we at least stayed friends and never risked the friendship. I know you’ve grown to hate and resent me but I just wanted you to know that I still hope the very best for you no matter what happened what I did or said no matter what mean things I said or how rude I was… With a leveled head and clear mind. I still care even though you don’t.

reminds me of something… lololol only if this was directed at me hahaha. well whoever this little note is to…. ur a lucky guy.